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Jul. 12th, 2008 @ 07:43 pm (no subject)
Life is great.
I am going over to Becky's house tonight.
=)
With Ashley!
Im so excited!!
Ahh.

Me nd Aaron are good friends.
=)
We talk alot.
Nd I am glad that we have worked through alot of shit..

Becky finally graduated nd there was a REALLY sexii guy at her graduation.
 I wanted to just grab him.
lol.
Anyway I have to finish getting ready.


~LiQuEs
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Jul. 5th, 2008 @ 12:59 am I dnt need you, I choose to include you.

I havent written in here in a while.
Coooper is stayin the night.
He is Jessica's new dog.
Nd a cutie at that.
I love him.

Me,Sara,Christina nd mom went to Clearwater beach nd sat on the bridge.
We watched the fireworks.
They were beautiful but after a few minutes Sara had to potty,so we dipped.
Haha.

We went to Dennys after that nd I colored a picture.
=)
I love it.
Its a turtle.

Me nd "him" are doin okay.
We have a nice friendship.
I guess thats all it will ever be.
Im learning to deal wit it.
I dnt need anyone in my life I choose to include them.
I am going to keep my distance for a while until he figures out wat he wants.
He drives me crazy cuz no matter wat he is always on my mind.

Sara is spending the night which makes me happy.
I love her so much.
She is such a good person.
=)






Yesterday night I was changed forever.
Thank you for a wonderful night.
<3




~Liques

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May. 18th, 2008 @ 01:20 pm (no subject)
I want things to go back to how they used to be.
Wen you would come nd visit me non-stop.
Wen things werent awkward.

Mom leaves on Thursday for North Carolina.
Hehe.
I want him to come nd spend the night.
That way I can make him pancakes in the morning.
=)
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May. 3rd, 2008 @ 03:41 pm KaRma..
Everythin is so screwed up.
But I am okay wit that.
I am okay wit everythin gettin blamed on me.
I think I knew it was goin to happen before it ever did.
Idk.
I had this comin to me.
Its karma.
Its life.

Come nd watch a movie wit me tonight.
Spend time wit me.
You nd me time.
=)
We havent had that in a while.
Infact I havent seen you in a while.
I miss your face.
Its just so fuckin cute.
God I cnt wait to see you.
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Apr. 17th, 2008 @ 09:31 pm Shawty want a thug..
I told you how I feel about you not carin.
I dnt know wat ur thought.
Instead you made excuses as to why you werent around.
I cnt even lie.
I am so over this.
I told you I am not goin to talk to you for a while...
You told me to stop trippin.
Well newsflash,I aint trippin.
So how bout you open ur eyes nd see me for wat I truely am.


"Shawty want a thug
Bottles in the club"
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Apr. 14th, 2008 @ 07:24 pm Dont you?
Its funny how I went from talking about him to you.
You talking me out of caring about him.
Nd now I care about you.
So where do I go from here?
I refuse to be used nd treated the way you have been treating me lately.
I care about you but I will not put my heart on the line.
Please try and understand that you make me feel like I am nothing.
That I am not important to you.
I havent talked to you in two days.
Havent you thoughten about you?
Dont you care?
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Apr. 6th, 2008 @ 05:50 pm Speak vs. Crazy/Beautiful
Life is pretty interesting.

I spent the night at Jess' apartment last night.
we drank nd smoked.
Kristina nd I made hemp jewlery.
Im so inlove wit it.
=)

Today Kristin,me, nd stiner naired our arms.
Omg.
They are so fuckin smooth.

Now I am watchin Lifetime.
A movie called Speak is playing.
Which is based off the book called Speak.
The main character gets raped at a part before she starts high school.
She calls the police which come to the party.
Everyone thinks she did it to break up the party.
Idk.
I think im goin to fall inlove with this movie like I did for Crazy/Beautiful.

I want HI-C.
Which makes me miss you so badly.
Maybe I will text you.
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Mar. 31st, 2008 @ 09:15 pm (no subject)
I told u how u feel like i dnt matter.
Nd u said ur goin to change my mind.
Now how ur goin to do that idk.
Im hard headed nd rarely change my mind.
But I wish u luck.
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Mar. 28th, 2008 @ 03:49 pm Heartbroken Twice in One Week
You lied to me.
Nd you are a pussy.
What more can I do?

Asshole number one kissed me nd then lied to my fuckin face.
Dnt u realize I would get over where ur going but I will never get over you lying?!

Asshole number two just completely turned me down after throwing mixed signals.
WTF!

I hate guys nd I hate girls.
Like how many chances do people need before they fuck me over?
All of you are lying assholes that can all burn in hell.
 
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Mar. 25th, 2008 @ 08:45 pm First kiss
Today my world completely changed.
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Mar. 24th, 2008 @ 03:24 pm Yellowcard is playin tonight in St.Pete
I have been so fuckin stressed out.
Nd writing in here is just going to put me farther behind then I already am.


Yellowcard is tonight.
=)
Im leavin my house round 4:30.
Im so excited...sorta.


~Liques
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Mar. 23rd, 2008 @ 02:31 pm Dramatic Bitch

Okay so Aaron nd I didnt get to hangout yesterday.
He had to take his little brother nd his gf out.
Oo well.

I texted him today bitching.
Nd then I realized that I have nothing to be bitching at him about.
So I apoligized realli fast.
Nd yeh.

I need a job.

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Mar. 22nd, 2008 @ 03:50 pm Just a Physical Attraction?

I dnt know if I care b.c. I think he is sexi or if there is more to it.
Watever the reason maybe I am not goin to persue it.
If its meant to happen it will.

Aaron nd I chilled last night.
He came over around 11:30 nd didnt leave till like 3:15.
Haha.
We played pool nd talked.

We were supposed to go to the beach today but I guess that isnt going to happen.
So we are just going to go to WalMart nd buy another Xbox remote nd play Halo 3!!
Im realli excited cuz I have always wanted to play Halo.
=)

I started packing today.
Inspection is this coming week.
Im realli depressed.
I dnt want this to end.
I have so many memories in this house.
How can I just walk away like nothing ever happened?
Like I didnt ever care?
I can walk this entire house wit my eyes closed.
Almost 18 years I have been here.
How can they just ask me to walk away?
Well even though I am heart broken by this move.
I still thank god for allowing it to happen.
I know my mom realli wants this nd needs this.
So Thank You.


~Liques.

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Mar. 20th, 2008 @ 11:06 pm The Show Must Go On!
So I skipped school today.
Damn.
I have been skippin alot lately.
I need to stop.
=)

Since I didnt go to school nd I am not goin tomorrow I was sad.
Cuz I wasnt goin to see anybody for almost a few.
So I texted Denise nd told her I was bored nd I missed her.
She told me to go to her house cuz Amy was wit her nd we could chill.
Then she told me how they were goin to the fashion show for dress rehearsal.
So I decided to just meet them at the school.
I pull up nd they are already there waitin for me.

I get out of the car nd hear Denise yell Alex.
I was like say wat!
I didnt expect him to still be there I mean come on it was like 4 somethin.
So I walk over to Alex nd Denise nd we shoot the shit for a bit.
Waitin for damn slow poke Amy to get her ass over there.
Then we all shoot the shit for a minute.
Alex stayed at the front of the school cuz his ride was on their way nd us grls went inside.

After finally sittin down nd gettin compfy Amy has me walk to my car.
Mother fucker.
So I walk all the way to my car nd throw her shit in it.
Then I walk to my locker to get my damn lit book cuz I totally have to write a HUGE paper that is due on Monday.
On my way back to my car I run into a friend from soccer class nd one of the twins.
We all started talkin nd Alex walks over.
So I walk away nd head to my car with Alex.
Throw my book in the car nd walk all the way back to the dress rehearsal.
Wen I get there Denise tells me to walk back to my car.
Alex was like hell na.
haha.
Your tellin me.
Alot of fuckin walkin for nothing.

So after a while Alex leaves nd I finally get to sit nd watch the dress rehearsal.
Nd if I do say so myself the show tomorrow is going to be pretty fuckin funni.
I cnt wait.
I get to get in for free cuz Denise is givin me a ticket.
I was like fuck yeh!
=)

~Liques.
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Mar. 19th, 2008 @ 04:48 pm (no subject)
People are at the house lookin at it.
I can hear them walkin round the house.
They r in moms room right now.
I can hear a boy nd a girl I believe.
Im sure the girl will love the butterfly room.
Everyone does.
Holy Jesus.
There is like seven of them.
Ehh.
They are sweet.
They love it.
The lady keeps tellin the little girl how my room is perfect for her.
That doesnt she love the pink.

Im heart broken.
Watching people look at my house.
Not knowing this is a huge part of my life.
Most people stay in there house for a few years nd move.
While I have lived in the same house my entire life.

I guess Alex is upset with me.
I honestly dont know.
I feel shitty.
I gave him attitude cuz I was in a bad mood.
I tried apoligizing but all he says is its cool.
Rather then just talking to me about it.
Well forget it.
Im over that shit.

I talked to Becky today.
She is going to skip school on Friday wit me.
School Business of course.
=)
A day off nd I didnt even have to wrk for it.
I guess I will drink nd smoke all day.
There is talk about going to the beach.
Everyone from school is going.
I say Fuck that cuz that means loads of fuckin drama!!
Haha.
Nd I would rather not me caught up in that. 



Update:
The people just left.
They are placing an offer tomorrow.
Nd the people that came to see the house last week placed nd offer as well.
Well goodbye Childhood.
I guess I have to welcome being an adult.
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Mar. 17th, 2008 @ 06:53 pm (no subject)
Friday is Good Friday.
There is talk of school being canceled.
=)

I hope it is.
Denise,Alex nd I were talkin bout drinkin nd maybe smokin a blunt.
Which is always fun.

I am getting sick.
Its not good.
I feel a little light headed.

Sheraz just signed online.
I feel like I havent talked to him in forever.
Its kinda weird.



Please work Friday,Please work Friday.
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Mar. 16th, 2008 @ 09:40 am (no subject)
Mission Statement:
Get to the beach nd get as fucked up as possible.
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Mar. 15th, 2008 @ 01:38 pm Denise's Birthday Dinner. =)
 Today is Denise's Birthday.

Yesterday we all went to Olive Garden.
Wen I say we I mean Denise,James,Alex nd I.
It was a blast.
I tried Calimari.
Alex made me.
Haha.

I dropped Denise nd James off at James' house.
Then Alex nd I went back to my house.
Alex met Jess,Christina,nd Jonathan.
We all talked bout nothing.
It was cute.

I had to go pick up Denise from James' house nd take her back to her house.
Shes so cute.
I met her mom, she is the sweetest lady ever.
=)
Nd their house is beautiful.

After I dropped her off I went home where Jonathan talked me into going to Chili's.
Omg.
Haha.
So I went wit him nd Christina.
I told them all about my day.

After we left there we all headed back to my house.
Me nd Jonathan took a picture.
It came out so fuckin cute.
=)

I eventually fell asleep.
Nd I slept so amazing.

~Liques
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Mar. 11th, 2008 @ 06:59 pm Stop the burn...
Today was Science FCAT nd I thought it was pretty hard till the end.
Nd then it got pretty easy.
Idk.
Wen I got home I took a nap nd now that I am up my eyes are burning.

Denise's Birthday is on Saturday.
So on Friday we are going out to dinner.
Its going to be Denise,James,Becky,Me,the lovely Tarra nd I guess Alex is now going wit us.
This should be an amazing night.
Even though we have no idea where we are going to eat.
Hahaha.

Im going to be sad wen they graduate.
I always make friends wit the people in a grade higher then mine nd then wen they graduate I am left wit no one.
Its pretty depressing.
Lol.

Well I guess its that time.
Smokin time.
=)


~Liques
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Mar. 10th, 2008 @ 12:40 pm (no subject)
Okay so who ever decided to put school on a Monday was fuckin retarded.
There should never be school on a Monday b.c. that screams for people to skip.

Im going to get my hair done sometime this week.
Im pretty excited.
Yet kinda hesitant b.c. I dont want them to fuck it up.
If they fuck it up I am going to cut it all off again.
Eh.

I miss Vanessa.
Damn it.
She isnt going to be at school tomorrow.
Which is very disappointing.
Seniors dnt come in till 10 something tomorrow.
While Juniors take there Science FCAT.
Nd then on Wed. nd Thurs. Seniors nd Juniors come in at 10 something.
Its exciting.
That means I get to sleep in.
Ehh.
Im so thrilled.
Thnk god Christina passed her FCAT.

Omg.
I found my class ring.
Mom had taken it.
She says I need to stop taking it off or next time she wont give it back.
Lol.
I knew it was her that had taken it but I could never prove it.

~Liques
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